It was only yesterday that all was well. That both of US were happy. That we enjoyed each other's company and really treasure the time spent together.Today was the total opposite of what happened yesterday...He called me when I just placed my order. Was at this Japanese restaurant in Marina Square with the other Reservations staffs for dinner. Forgot to take down the name of the restaurant... That really pleased me... He asked me to get dinner for him. Knowing that he does not like to wait for others, I told him I would not have the time to do so. But he insist.So when my food (Spicy Chicken Ramen and Octopus balls) came, I ate in a hurry. It was as good as just pouring the whole bowl of noodles down my throat. But the food was nice! And the meal only cost $12!!! Not sure if taxes is included though...Planned to go withdraw money, buy him fried rice and a few pairs of socks, go back to the restaurant to give them the money for my food before heading to City Hall MRT station to meet him. But, when I was just about to go and collect the food after withdrawing money, he called. I had no choice but to inform Rebecca to help me settle the bill first. Will pay her back tomorrow.After collecting the fried rice, rush to Giant supermarket to find his socks. But those sold there were rather expensive. Dropped the idea of buying and rush to the MRT station.On my way there, he called to say that he reached already. I quickened my speed of walking. Just a minute more to reach the MRT station, he called again, saying that he could not wait anymore and is heading for work already. This made me pissed. He just do not understand my intention. Always threatening me. I thought, just seeing him for that few minutes would definitely make my day better. But he had to ruin it.Spotted him at the control station. Tried to contain my temper and put on a smile infront of him. But the smile was not for long.After he left, the anger in me rises again. I was just not pleased about what he did to me. Did he know how I ate my food? Did he know how I rushed about for him? NO... I messaged him, saying that I was actually angry with him. He called, saying he is also angry because the fried rice has pork!!! But, I do not recall having pork in the fried rice though... Anyway, I cried again on my way home. Because of this matter. To make matters worse, I was reminded of how Daddy is suffering and how selfish and useless I am.He called me again. I could not control my tears. I cried while talking to him. Though I know he HATES this...He just called again. And I tried to explain to him that that is the way for me to release my frustration. Just like how he throw his temper at me whenever he has problems. Hopes he understands now. And I know this is not an excuse for me to keep crying to him...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
3:55 PM